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I feel nothing.The numbness is almost comforting
The feeling of absolutely nothing
No sadness, no anger
Just dead silence
I couldn't care less for his reply
I couldn't care less if he's gone for good
No nervousness, no fear
Just emptiness
My life just goes on, the days drag by
My cuts don't get worse, nor do they improve
No worries, not anxious
I feel nothing.

CharcoalI light up all the words you say.
I turn them into birds of prey.
No backing down.
It's the judgement day.
Happy birthday! Aren't we a fact!?

The silence is now louder,
And we are samer than the others.
Though the fire now burns quieter,
We're nothing but fighting brothers.

So I light up all the words you say.
I turn them into birds of prey.
No backing down.
It's the judgement day.
Happy birthday! Aren't we a fact!?

Aren't we lovers? Aren't we a fact?
Let's find a new fate.

Somewhere

people

don't

know

our

ComplicationsI am a constand disappointment

In the life of those I care about

And no matter how much I try

To pull away and shout I wanna break out

I wanna break the silence of my mind

Throw hate at you like acid

Make you believe I’m one of their kind

I want to burn your skin and make you suffer

Just so my words can’t reach you anymore

It’s my final wish, my last deadly offer

Let me go before I break you, dear

You’re too close, you came too near

I don’t know how to handle life

I don’t how to deal with my fear

My nervous complications

Follow no rule and no logic system

I am caught in lunacy and not in con

Don't.Put down the meds,
Pick up a book.
Stop cutting the wrist,
and take a second look.
The world may seem dark,
but it's so full of life!
So don't quit now,
the time isn't right.
Don't tie the noose.
Put the knife away.
It's not the time.
It's not the right day.
There's many things in this world,
both wrong and right.
But don't let the pain
blind your sight.
Many people love you
and can't wait for your smile.
So don't go, don't leave.
Please, stay a while.
Don't let the world try to hurt you.
Many people want to help
and help you get will soon.
Because if you go,
life wouldn't be the same.
So don't pick up the gun.
Live to see another day.

Dear momThirteen years are far too long.
I think of your favorite song
and I sit here this day,
thinking what would be the best to say.

I miss you, more then most know.
I remember the way your eyes used to glow.
Waking up each morning, to the smell of coffee and smoke,
there you sat, in your morning cloak.

One day I will paint, I'll paint you in blue.
For you are my sky, that will always be true.
I think of the days filled with happiness and smiles,
the way you made us feel, could be seen for miles.

The little things I wish I remembered,
the way you laughed, what you would have worn in December.
How it felt to fall a sleep next to you,
but one day

wading in deeperI've never told you
about this fear
and it is proof of cowardice
how I dare speak of it
when you're not here
I've never put it into words
before, but maybe you've seen it
in the way I look at you
or silently plead for your hand
to hold
it says
please
don't leave me
alone
because you are
the most precious soul
and without you here
I forget how to breathe
and drown

Consider It a DiseaseIs like a bomb that's about to hit
A errie thought that takes over
When life get hard
We give up
Therefore it seems like death is the only answer
You wish your friends and family can stop you
But only you can stop yourself
Don't let negatively become a disease
You're stronger then that
Life will get better down the road
Is the truth but only so few can believe in so

The Battle for SanityI’m struggling to keep sanity

Thanks to humanity

Every day is a battle

My head shakes like a rattle

Broken from the scars of this war that I see

I can barely make out who I used to be

As the days grow hotter

I melt to water
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Have you seen that girlHave you seen that girl
With the yellow clothing
Running around, making too much noise?

I’m afraid I haven’t
I’ve seen the girl in blue though
She was calm, yet seemed troubled

What’re you talking about
I’ve only seen the girl in black
Packed with danger, yet kept to herself

Ah, were you guys just talking about me?

They all turned
To find the girl
The color they each want to see
For she is nothing
But
A mirror
That shows what you want to see
But never
Revealing the hidden part inside

Stone Heartkneeling on rough ground,
the tears fall from my face,
collecting in a chalice beneath your feet,
feel the melodic rhythm of my heart in every drop,
and sate your thirsty lips upon the cool water,
drink your fill from the wellspring of my love,
but do not be surprised once the well runs dry,
and my heart becomes like stone,
and beats no more

Be happy, my baby girl.I don’t know when you’ll be reading this, my sweetheart
But what daddy is about to tell you will help you understand him a little

Your father is a complex, but loving and caring man
He always tried to help his friends and loved ones whenever he could, even if it was at the cost of himself
But that isn’t the best thing one can do
It got him hurt a lot by people he would have never thought to be hurt by
Luckily daddy has gone through it all, just so he could teach you to be different
Listen to me baby girl, it took daddy not long to figure out what life is
What life is ment to be, and what its true purpose is

He was depresse

LiveI'm Rio that needs a hero.

Take this knife out of my chest or leave me bleeding with out a bulletproof vest.

Am I a angel or a demon? something in me is emotional and hidden.

Somethings are unwritten and out spoken. A fire is in me.

Water calms the flames of rage. To much water kills the flame that is in a cage.

The bird still sings in it's tortured state of mind. Trying to find peace inside.

Peace is is wish for being so blind. Because peace is at his bedside.

Between the darkened heart and pent up rage. The sun is rising off the waves.

A new day rises another one sets. I'm letting go of this soulless regret.

This is for my own good

Love and trust are brokenLove and trust are broken
More times than restored
And leaves a person dead
But not blind
When you still fall in love and trust
Even though you’re broken
It’s probably just desperation
To keep away the bitter truth
The truth that says
Mutual love rarely does exist
When they do, it needs to come with trust
And the truth with trust is that
You can’t trust anybody
Without getting broken
Not even yourself

Disposablei am a piece of paper,
scribbled and full of holes,
crumpled and torn,
i have been used and tossed aside,
now i am little more then garbage,
an error and a mistake,
why am i so disposable?

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My life to chooseI wanna be free
i wanna fly
i wanna share my love
Share it to the world
what i can do
you would be suprised what i do can inspire you
To make a choice
To make a path
A path to make your life better
But i must be carefull for what i choose
my happiness counts on me
depends on me
if i make a mistake
it will ruin my heart
my love
my Life

The choice and the lovei wonder with my thoughts
thinking that what i have done to make this way
why we are so far apart
we dont speak at the moment
did i do something wrong
have i done to make him unhappy
i love him
i cherish him
i want him to be happy
But how can i make him happy if he isnt happy with me
or at least what i think it seems
i wonder why
why this has been decided
a path where i might choose
i choice that i have to make
but why should i have to make that choice
is it to satisfy my desires
to make me happy
to get the way i want
No its not that
what i want
what i need
i need love
romance
the care
the feeling of being in love

Where are you??why wont you contact me
why wont you talk to me
why dont you try to see me
questions that i ask is uknown
i dont know if he might answer me
i dont know if he might contact me
i dont know when he might or can see me
i wonder and ask
questions that cannot be answered yet
questons that has the truth
i wonder why
why we dont chatt like we used too
when we were being together
like hanging out
smiling
laughing
the joy we have
where has it gone
where is it now i wonder
a wonder that has keeping on my mind
searching and luring to find these mysteriouse secrets that have yet not shown
Where are you now

Where are they now?Can you hear me
Can you see me
Can you speak to me
Why dont we have contact
is there a reason why we dont speak to each other
are we not avaiable to talk
do we have time to talk
or is it just we dont want to talk
its like a voice that want to be heard
like a bird in the sky who calls for their soulmate
they fly in the sky
searching
for the one whom they seek
Where are they now they ask
what are they doing
That is the question they ask to themselves
Wondering that if its them thats the matter
are they worthy enough to be with them
thinking in their minds
Hoping that they will respond soon
cause they miss the one they sear

A tear to shedMy eyes are crying
crying with tears
crying for sadness
depression
a tear is the most preciouse jewel that anyone has
epsecially when i girl cries with those tears
crying so hard that it hurts
it hurts her heart
her emotionals
everything turnes upside down
only a tear that sheds beyond her eyes
sadness over the love that has be destroyed
familiy that has been destroyed
destroyed as a daughter to the familiy
brother that hates her
father that has a bad attiude
mother that is sick of this drama and cries as well as me
the little ones who wants a father that doesnt act like this
even though they are so young
the girl wihses

How can you speak?Spoken words that havent been told
words to talk
find the words to see or hear
that message you wanna bring to the one you send
But how can you speak to it
if you dont know how your gonna say the words

when you are trying to speak to a person
you wanna laugh
smile
like enjoying when you talk to each other
but its hard
to try to talk words that are meaningless
that doesnt matter at all to them
they expected words that means something
words that isnt meaningless
like if you want to show how you feel using those words
your gonna have to use words that are strong and powerfull
sometimes it might be sensitiv words which doesnt ma

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Im Sorry

by ~Jacquelineemogirllov, Nov 19, 2012, 8:16:31 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Urban & Spoken Word

The bird who are whispering or telling me
It tells me to stopp this nonsence
stopp takign which u dont claim
you are a thief
a stealer
maybe i amand i am sorry

i didnt knew that what i did was wrong
i didnt read the rules
i didnt have the knowledge
i was an idiot and dumb

please forgive me
if this is a true art
what i write know
please tell now
cause now i understand
that true heart
is only created by your own hands

Im Sorryby ~Jacquelineemogirllov

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Urban & Spoken Word

sorry everyone i didnt knew about this site
im a newbie
and i have a lot of things to learn
that you should create your own art
now i know
thank you to that person
who told me and stopped me from ever doing it again

!FanboyandChumChumFFF Nov 19, 2012 Student Traditional Artist

This is art right here! It's written work made by yourself, much better than stolen art!

I broke a lot of rules when I first joined too, so don't worry.

~Jacquelineemogirllov Nov 19, 2012

thnx
helped me there :3
and thanks for the tips

!FanboyandChumChumFFF Nov 19, 2012 Student Traditional Artist

No problem! I needed someone to help me in the right direction as well

~Jacquelineemogirllov Nov 19, 2012

yeah it helps alot otherwise we would be in the wrong direction :3

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